It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

[Chorus:]
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

[Chorus:]
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know (2x)

[Chorus:]
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

Yeah, here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw ‘em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won’t get loose
Truth is, you can stop and stare
Run myself out and no one cares
Dug the trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up that’ll reach somewhere
Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away

I bleed it out, go, stop the show
Drop your words and let sloppy flow
Shotgun, opera, lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go
Mama, help me, I’ve been cursed
Death is rollin’ in every verse
Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can’t contain him, he knows he works
Fuck, this hurts, I won’t lie
Doesn’t matter how hard I try
Half the words don’t mean a thing
And I know that I won’t be satisfied
So I try ignoring him
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away

I bleed it out, I’ve opened up these scars
I’ll make you face this
I’ve pulled myself so far
I’ll make you face this now

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away

I bleed it out
I bleed it out
I bleed it out

You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no
I followed, so taken
So conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow, then sickness
Then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow, so vicious
So afraid I couldn’t let myself see
That I could never be held
Back or up no or hold myself
Check the rep yep, you know mine well
Forget the rest let, them know my hell
There and back yep, my soul ain’t sell
Get respect off the best, they fell
Let the rest be the tale they tell
That I was there saying

And these promises, broken
Deep below, each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie, I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go

Test my will, test my heart
Let me tell you how the odds gonna stack up
Y'all go hard, I go smart
How’s it working every isle in the back, huh
I’ve seen that frustration
Been across the loss a tall new
And I’ve come back, unshaken
Let down, I lived and let go
So you can let it be known
I don’t hold back, I hold my own
I can’t be mapped, I can’t be cloned
I can’t see flat, it ain’t my tone
I can’t fall back, I came too far
Hold myself up and lower my scars
Let the bells ring wherever they are
Cause I was there saying

And these promises, broken
Deep below, each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie, I can see through
This time I finally let you
go

No, you can tell 'em all now
I don't back up, I don't back down
I don't fold up, and I don't bow
I don't roll over, don't know how
I don't care where the enemies are
Can't be stopped
Won't forget how I got this far
But every time saying

And these promises, broken
Deep below, each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie, I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go

Go, go, go

The cycle repeated
as explosions broke in the sky
all that I needed
was the one thing I couldn't find

And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

The colors conflicted
as the flames climbed into the clouds
I wanted to fix this / but
couldn't stop from tearing it down

And you were caught at the turn
caught in the burning glow
And I was there at the turn
Waiting to let you know

You told me yes / You held me high
And I believed when you told that lie
I played that soldier / You played king
And struck me down when I kissed that ring
You lost that right / to hold that crown
I built you up but you let me down
so when you fall / I'll take my turn
and fan the flames as your blazes burn

Сжечь дотла
Куплет1
Все повторяется,
И как вспышки гаснет в небе…
Все, что мне было нужно
И было тем, что я не могу обрести
И ты был там, ожидая своей очереди,
Чтобы дать мне знать…

Припев
Мы создали это только для того, чтобы разрушить,
Мы создали это только для того, чтобы сжечь дотла,
Мы не можем дождаться момента,
Когда все прогорит до самой земли

Куплет2
Краски смешались между собой,
В то время как языки пламени добрались уже до облаков,
Я хотел это исправить,
Но не смог удержать от обрушения.
И когда ты стоял там,
Пойманный в сиянии огня,
То настала моя очередь все тебе объяснить…

Мы создали это только для того, чтобы разрушить,
Мы создали это только для того, чтобы сжечь дотла,
Мы не можем дождаться момента,
Когда все прогорит до самой земли...

Сказал мне "да" и высоко меня вознес,
И я поверил, когда ты солгал,
Я играю роль солдата, ты - короля,
И ты ударил меня, когда я приносил присягу.
Ты потерял право носить корону,
Я создал тебя – а ты позволил мне упасть,
И, потому, когда упадешь ты, настанет мой черед,
И мне очень понравится пламя, на котором ты сгоришь…/
И ты был там, ожидая своей очереди,
Чтобы дать мне знать…

Мы создали это только для того, чтобы разрушить,
Мы создали это только для того, чтобы сжечь дотла,
Мы не можем дождаться момента,
Когда все прогорит до самой земли.../
И, потому, когда упадешь ты, настанет мой черед,
И мне очень понравится пламя, на котором ты сгоришь…/
Мы не можем дождаться момента,
Когда все прогорит до самой земли.../
И, потому, когда упадешь ты, настанет мой черед,
И мне очень понравится пламя, на котором ты сгоришь…/

Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Chorus]
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

[Chorus]
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I cannot take this anymore
I’m saying everything I’ve said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you’ll say
But you’ll find that out anyway
Just like before…

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I’m one step closer to the edge
And I’m about to break

I find the answers aren’t so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before…

Chorus (2x)

shut up when I’m talking to you

Chorus (2x)

One Step Closer (Шаг к краю)

Я не в состоянии больше это терпеть,
Говорю все, что уже говорил, и не раз.
Слова - вода, в них смысла нет.
Не легче было бы просто не знать?..
Я не слушаю, ты говоришь еще меньше,
Ты все равно все поймешь, как и прежде.

Ты говоришь, и каждое твое слово
Толкает меня на шаг ближе к обрыву.
И я на грани срыва.
Мне нужно чуть побольше воздуха,
Я просто еще на шаг ближе к обрыву.
Я на грани срыва.

Мне ничего не дают твои ответы,
Я хочу исчезуть, найти б только способ,
И в мыслях тоже смысла нету,
Блаженно неведение - жить без вопросов.

Но ничего не проходит... снова терпеть...
Молчи, когда я обращаюсь к тебе!

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
‘Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving?
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I'm me
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
_________________________

Мне приснилось, что меня не было рядом,
И ты до смерти перепугалась,
Но никто не внимал твоему страху,
Потому что всем остальным на меня было наплевать.
Пробудившись ото сна,
Я ощутил этот страх:
А что я оставлю после себя,
Когда моя миссия на земле будет выполнена?
Если ты спрашиваешь меня, я хочу, чтобы ты знала:

Когда пробьёт мой час,
Забудь о зле, которое я совершил.
Даже во мне есть то, по чему будешь тосковать.
Не держи на меня зла.
Если вдруг ты почувствуешь пустоту внутри,
Вспомни обо мне,
Вычеркнув из памяти всё плохое,
Вычеркнув из памяти всё плохое.

Не бойся,
Я уже получил по заслугам.
Внешне я изменился, но я остался собой.
Моя сила – лишь кажущееся впечатление,
Поскольку внутри я слаб.
Я никогда не был идеальным,
Впрочем, как и ты.
Если ты спрашиваешь меня, я хочу, чтобы ты знала:

Когда пробьёт мой час,
Забудь о зле, которое я совершил.
Даже во мне есть то, по чему будешь тосковать.
Не держи на меня зла.
Если вдруг ты почувствуешь пустоту внутри,
Вспомни обо мне,
Вычеркнув из памяти всё плохое,
Вычеркнув из памяти всё плохое.

Забыв о боли, что накопилась внутри,
Ты научилась ловко её прятать.
Ты делаешь вид, что кто-то придёт и спасёт меня
От самого себя.
Я не такой, как ты.

Когда пробьёт мой час,
Забудь о зле, которое я совершил.
Даже во мне есть то, по чему будешь тосковать.
Не держи на меня зла.
Если вдруг ты почувствуешь пустоту внутри,
Вспомни обо мне,
Вычеркнув из памяти всё плохое,
Вычеркнув из памяти всё плохое.

Забыв о боли, что накопилась внутри,
Ты научилась ловко её прятать.
Ты делаешь вид, что кто-то придёт и спасёт меня
От самого себя,
Я не такой, как ты.
Я не такой, как ты.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

My December

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you

And I give it all away just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away to have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you

And I give it all away just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away to have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away to have someone to come home to

Это мой декабрь

Это мой декабрь,
Это мое время года.
Это мой декабрь,
Это и так ясно.

Это мой декабрь,
Это мой дом, покрытый снегом.
Это мой декабрь,
Это я - совершенно один.

И я
Хочу только, чтобы исчезло чувство,
Будто я что-то потерял.
И я
Забираю все свои слова обратно -
Те, из-за которых ты чувствуешь себя так же.
И я
Хочу только, чтобы исчезло чувство,
Будто я что-то потерял.
И я
Забираю все, что я сказал тебе, обратно.

И я отрекаюсь от всего,
Только бы мне было, куда идти.
Отрекаюсь от всего,
Чтобы был человек, к которому можно прийти.

Это мой декабрь,
Это мои заснеженные мечты.
Это я притворяюсь,
Что мне больше ничего не нужно.

И я отрекаюсь от всего,
Только бы мне было, куда идти.
Отрекаюсь от всего,
Чтобы был человек, к которому можно прийти.

Это мой декабрь,
Это мое время года.
Это мой декабрь,
Это и так ясно.

Отрекаюсь от всего,
Только бы мне было, куда идти.
Отрекаюсь от всего,
Чтобы был человек, к которому можно прийти.

Мой декабрь (перевод Андрея Потапова из Одессы)

Это мой декабрь,
Это лучший месяц мой,
Это мой декабрь,
Со своею чистотой.
Это мой декабрь,
Это мой дом среди льдин
Это мой декабрь,
Это я один.

И я
Желаю почувствовать то, что я потерял,
И я
Обратно возьму все чувства твои,
И я
Желаю почувствовать то, что я потерял,
И я
Возьму все то, что тебе сказал.

И я заберу все то, чему надо уходить,
Забери все то, что мешает дома жить.

Это мой декабрь,
Снег, покрывший зелень всю,
Это все люблю я,

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate.
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

GOD!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my fucking misery!

I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

перевод с амальгама лабс (by KoKo$):

Встаю в поту опять,
И снова день пройдет, к стыду,
В пустую, бл**ь.
Занозой в голове
Предчувствие, что никуда
Мне не сбежать

Я свой самый худший враг.

Бросаю все...
Тошнит от чувства.
Тебе нечего сказать?
Возьми все назад,
Я задыхаюсь!
Скажи, что же, бл**ь, не так со мной!

Что делать, не знаю,
Сосредоточился, боюсь,
Я не готов,
Дышу теперь как зверь
Помог бы мне хоть кто, но всем
На все плевать.

Я свой самый худший враг.

Бросаю все...
Тошнит от чувства.
Тебе нечего сказать?
Возьми все назад,
Я задыхаюсь!
Скажи, что же, бл**ь, не так со мной!

БОГ!

За-бе-ри мо-е стра-да-ние
За-бе-ри мо-е стра-да-ние
За-бе-ри мо-е …
За-бе-ри мо-е нахрен стра-да-ни-еееее!

Бросаю все...
Тошнит от чувства.
Тебе нечего сказать?
Возьми все назад,
Я задыхаюсь!
Скажи, что же, бл**ь, не так со мной!
(http://www.amalgama-lab.com/songs/l/linkin_park/given_up.html)

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I don’t know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you

I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you, you, yo

Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for paths left alone
'Cause beyond every bend
Is a long blinding end
It's the worst kind of pain
I've known

Give up your heart left broken
And let that mistake pass on
'Cause the love that you lost
Wasn't worth what it cost
And in time you'll be glad it's gone

Woah-oo-oh-oh
Woah-oo-ohh
Woah-oo-oh-oh
Woah-oo-ohh

Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for sights unseen
May your love never end
And if you need a friend
There's a seat here alongside me

Woah-oo-oh-oh
Woah-oo-ohh
Woah-oo-oh-oh
Woah-oo-ohh

I remembered black skies
The lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to blur
Like a startling sign
That fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing inside
The memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

And every loss and every lie
And every truth that you deny
And each regret and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide?

And your voice was all I heard
But I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
сonnect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

Across this new divide
Across this new divide

Are you lost in your lies?
Do you tell yourself I don't realize
Your crusade's a disguise?
Replace the freedom with fear
You trade money for lives
I'm aware of what you've done

[Chorus]
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

I've seen pain
I've seen need
I've seen liars and thieves abuse power with greed
I had hope I believed
But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived
You will pay for what you've done

[Chorus]
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

Face it, hypocrite! [3x]

[Chorus: 2х]
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

(No) Your time has come to be replaced
(No) Your time has come to be erased

Crawling (оригинал Linkin Park )

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming, confusing,
This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling
I can’t seem
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before,
So insecure

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real,

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me,
Distracting, reacting,
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection,
It’s haunting,
How I can’t seem,
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before,
So insecure...

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real...
Confusing what is real...

Waiting For The End

Yeah
Yo
This is not the end / this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every remission
But you listen to the tone in a violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em
We say yeah
With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it / forget it / let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in any empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

What was that when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but the right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
Trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So I’m picking up the pieces / now where to begin
That hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on what I haven’t got
I’m holding on to what I haven’t got
Holding on to what I haven’t got

На англ.:
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me.
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory
clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight, but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory
clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret, and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory
clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

На рус.:
Я помнил черные небеса / молния все вокруг меня
Я помнил каждую вспышку / Поскольку время начало исчезать
Как потрясающий знак / Что судьба наконец нашла меня
И Ваш голос был всем, что я услышал / Что я получаю то, чего
я заслуживаю

Так приведите мне причину
Доказать меня неправильно
Вымыть эту чистую память
Позвольте кресту мыслей
Расстояние в Ваших глазах
Приведите мне причину
Заполнить это отверстие
Соедините место между
Позвольте этому заполняться, чтобы достигнуть правды и лжи
Через новые пропасти

Не было ничего внутри / воспоминания, оставленные
оставленными
Там нигде не должен был скрыться / пепел упал как снег
И основание оседало / Между тем, где мы стояли
И Ваш голос был всем, что я услышал / Что я получаю то, чего
я заслуживаю

Так приведите мне причину
Доказать меня неправильно
Вымыть эту чистую память
Позвольте кресту мыслей
Расстояние в Ваших глазах
Через новые пропасти

И каждая потеря и каждая ложь
И каждая правда, в которой Вы отрицаете
И каждое сожаление и каждый до свидания
Была ошибка, слишком большая, чтобы скрыться

И Ваш голос был всем, что я услышал
Но я получаю то, чего я заслуживаю

Так приведите мне причину
Доказать меня неправильно
Вымыть эту чистую память
Позвольте кресту мыслей
Расстояние в Ваших глазах
Приведите мне причину
Заполнить это отверстие
Соедините место между
Позвольте этому заполняться, чтобы достигнуть правды и лжи
Через новые пропасти

Через новые пропасти
Через новые пропасти

Бог хранит каждого из нас
Мы сломленные люди живущие, как под заряженным пистолетом
И это не победить
Этого не сделать
Этого не превзойти
Этого не избежать
Нет

Как вспоминания в рушатся в холоде
Передавая эхо
Вдали от мира твоего и моего
Где океаны кровоточат в небо

Бог хранит каждого из нас
Будем ли мы гореть огнем тысяч солнц
За грехи в наших руках
Грехи наших языков
Грехи наших отцов
Грехи нашей юности
Нет

Бог хранит каждого из нас
Будем ли мы гореть огнем тысяч солнц
За грехи в наших руках
Грехи наших языков
Грехи наших отцов
Грехи нашей юности
Нет

Как вспоминания рушатся в холоде
Передавая эхо
Вдали от мира твоего и моего
Где океаны кровоточат в небо...
НЕБОООООООО!

Как вспоминания рушатся в холоде
Передавая эхо
Вдали от мира твоего и моего
Где океаны кровоточат в небо...

Подними меня
Отпусти меня
Подними меня
Отпусти меня
Отпусти меня

Бог хранит каждого из нас
Мы сломленные люди живущие, как под заряженным пистолетом
И это не победить
Этого не сделать
Этого не превзойти
Этого не избежать
Нет

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them redhanded?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily fasade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

By myself (myself)
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on (myself)
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll
Take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself (myself)

Chorus

How do you think I've lost so much
I'm so afraid I'm out of touch
How do you expect I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to

Don't you (know)
I can't tell you how to make it (go)
No matter what I do, how hard I (try)
I can't seem to convince myself (why)
I'm stuck on the outside (2x)

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in (2x)

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static, and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

It's true
The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

Pre-chorus

Chorus (2x)

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we’ve come
I can’t wait to see tomorrow
With you

Chorus (3x)

Take me down to the river bend
Take me down to the fighting end
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again

Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black, where the sirens sing
Warm me up in the novice glow
and drop me down to the dream below

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

Bring me home in a blinding dream,
through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
and show me how to be whole again

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be
For you to see

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

There are just too many
Times that people
Have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you
And I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve
Held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many
Things that you’ve said about me
When I’m not around
You think having the upper hand
Means you’ve got to keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many stand-offs with you
It’s about as much as I can stand
So I’m waiting until the upper hand
Is mine

One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won

And then it’s all gone

So many people like me
Put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think
To just say what we feel inside
So many people like me
Walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want
Is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say
That make me feel like you’ve crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall
And I’m counting down the time
’Cause I’ve had so many stand-offs with you
It’s about as much as I can stand
So I’m waiting until the upper hand
Is mine

One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won

And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone

I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us
But you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating
Up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall

One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won

And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone

When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just ’cause
I know I can/But
I can’t pretend this is the way
It will stay/I’m just
Trying to bend the truth
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be
So I’m

Lying my way from you

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
Is me

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person
Really is me and I’m
[Trying to bend the truth]
But the more I push
The more I’m pulling away
’Cause I’m

Lying my way from you

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me

Separate, sifting through the wreckage
I can't concentrate, searching for a message
In the fear and pain, broken down and waiting
For the chance to feel alive

Now in my remains
Our promises that never came
Except this silent rain
To wash away the worst of me

Come apart, falling in the cracks
Of every broken heart, digging through the wreckage
Of your disregard, sinking down and waiting
For the chance, to feel alive

Now in my remains
Our promises that never came
Except this silent rain
To wash away the worst of me

Like an army, falling
One by one by one
Like an army, falling
One by one by one
Like an army, falling
One by one by one
Like an army, falling
One by one by one

Now in my remains
Our promises that never came
Except this silent rain
To wash away the worst of me

Like an army, falling
One by one by one
Like an army, falling
One by one by one

I am
A little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it’s like no matter what I do
I can’t convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I’m not
But I’ll be here cause you’re all that I got

I can’t feel
The way I did before
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored
Time won’t heal
This damage anymore
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored

I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
Cause you don’t understand I do what I can
But sometimes I don’t make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But I’ve never had a doubt
It’s like no matter what I do
I can’t convince you for once, just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I’m not
But I’ll be here cause you’re all that I got

I can’t feel
The way I did before
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored
Time won’t heal
This damage anymore
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored

No
Hear me out now
You’re gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You’re gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now

I can’t feel
The way I did before
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored
I can’t feel
The way I did before
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored
Time won’t heal
This damage anymore
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored

I can’t feel
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored
Time won’t heal
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored

I watch how the moon sits in the sky
On a dark night shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give light to the moon
Assuming the moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me

[Pre-Chorus:]
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

[Сhorus:]
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe someday I'll be just like you, and
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous, but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome
Now you see how quiet it is, all alone

[Pre-Chorus: 2x]
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

[Сhorus:]
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

You try to take the best of me
Go away (8x)

[Сhorus:]
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

[Pre-Chorus: 2x]
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

There’s a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it’s bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go head and sell me out and I’ll lay your shit bare

See how I leave with every piece of you
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do

There’s a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And its bring me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can’t help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart and soul
And you played it
To the beat

Baby I have no story to be told
But I’ve heard one of you
And I’m gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there
It Reminds you of the home we shared

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can’t help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart and soul
And you played it
To the beat

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turned my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

We could have had it all
We could have had it all
It all, it all it all,
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart and soul
And you played it
To the beat

My insides are turned to ash so slow
And blew away as I collapsed so cold
A black wind took them away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night
And the clouds above move closer looking so disatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection but not now
Cuz my path has lost direction somehow
A black wind took you away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night
And the clouds above move closer looking so disatisfied
And the ground below grew colder as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(Cuz my mind has lost direction somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(Cuz my mind has lost direction somehow)

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never bee a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It’s easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Watch as the room rocks
Mentally moonwalk
Mixed media slang
Banging in your boom box verbal violence
Lyrical stylist
In a time when rock hip hop rhymes are childish
You cant tempt me with rhymes that are empty
Rapping to a beat doesnt make you an emcee
With your lack of skill and facility
Youre killing me
And a DJ in the group just for credibility
I heard that some of you are getting help with your rhymes
Youre not an emcee if someone else writes your lines
And rapping over rock doesnt make you a pioneer
Cause rock and hip hop have collaborated for years
But now theyre getting randomly mixed and matched up
All after a fast buck and all the tracks suck
So how does it stack up? None of its real
You want to be an emcee youve got to study the skill

Who can rock a rhyme like this?
Bring it to you every time like this? [2x]
Step, step up, step, step up

So you pick up a pen and write yourself a new identity
But mentally you dont have the hip hop energy
With a tendency to make up stories
Sounding like the only hip hop youve heard is top 40
And your record company is completely missing it
All the kids are dissing it for not being legitimate
So in a battle you can't hack it
React with whack shit
And get smacked with verbal back flips
Get your ass kicked by fabulous battle catalysts
It's taken decades for emcees to establish this
Youre new to hip hop and welcome if your serious
But not on the mic
Leave that to the experienced

(Using the waves of sound the true master paralyzes his opponents, leaving him
vulnerable to attack)

[Chorus (2x)]

(After years of pain staking research by the world's leading sound scientists, we
here at the sound institute have invented a reliable audio weapons system. Actual
movement of musical sound in space used to carefully attack and neutralize the
cellular structure of the human body, and the question must be asked.)

[Chorus (2x)]

Watch as the room rocks
Mentally moonwalk
Mixed media slang
Banging in your boom box verbal violence
Lyrical stylist
In a time when rock hip hop rhymes are childish
You can? t tempt me with rhymes that are empty
Rapping to a beat doesn? t make you an emcee
With your lack of skill and facility
You? re killing me
And a DJ in the group just for credibility
I heard that some of you are getting help with your rhymes
You? re not an emcee if someone else writes your lines
And rapping over rock doesn? t make you a pioneer
Cause rock and hip hop have collaborated for years
But now they? re getting randomly mixed and matched up
All after a fast buck and all the tracks suck
So how does it stack up? None of it? s real
You want to be an emcee you? ve got to study the skill

Who can rock a rhyme like this?
Bring it to you every time like this? (2x)
Step, step up, step, step up

So you pick up a pen and write yourself a new identity
But mentally you don? t have the hip hop energy
With a tendency to make up stories
Sounding like the only hip hop you? ve heard is top 40
And your record company is completely missing it
All the kids are dissing it for not being legitimate
So in a battle you canґt hack it
React with whack shit
And get smacked with verbal back flips
Get your ass kicked by fabulous battle catalysts
Itґs taken decades for emcees to establish this
You? re new to hip hop and welcome if your serious
But not on the mic
Leave that to the experienced

(Using the waves of sound the true master paralyzes his opponents, leaving him vulnerable to attack)

Chorus (2x)

(After years of pain staking research by the worldґs leading sound scientists, we here at the sound institute have invented a reliable audio weapons system. Actual movement of musical sound in space used to carefully attack and neutralize the cellular structure of the human body, and the question must be asked.)

Chorus (2x)

Перевод!

Смотри, как дрожит комната
Прогулка под луной в мечтах
Общий смешанный слэнг
Стучит в голову силой жестскости
Стилист лирики
Во времена, когда хип - хоп роковая лирика - детская
Ты не привлечешь меня пустыми стихами,
Выкрики под бит не делают из тебя MC
С отсутствием мастерства и умения
Ты убиваешь меня
И DJ в группе лишь для вида
Я слышал, некоторые находят выход в лирике
Ты не MC, если кто - то пишет тебе стихи
И читка рэпа с роком не делает тебя новатором
Потому, что рэп и рок работают годами,
Но сейчас они полностью сочетаются
После быстрого смешивания и микширования трэков
Как они смешивались?
Ничего из этого не реально
Хочешь быть MC - отточи мастерство

Припев:
Кто может так читать?
Выкладываться каждый раз так?
Действуй,продвигайся,действуй,продвигайся

Ты берешь ручку и пишешь то же самое,
Но внутренне у тебя нет хип - хоп энергии
С тенденцией писать истории
Говоришь, что слышал только хип - хоп в тор 40
И твоя звукозаписывающая компания совершенно не понимает этого
Дети отвергают это не считая оправданным
В битве ты не победишь это
Реагируешь на немелодичную лажу
И тебя шумно пинают,
Бьют по заднице легендарные боевые катализаторы
Это забирало недели у МС для закрепления
Ты нов в хип - хопе и будешь встречен с радостью,если серьезен
Но пока не с микрофоном -
Оставь это для опытных

(Используя волны звука настоящий мастер парализует аппанентов,оставляя их уязвимыми к аттакам.)

Припев:
Кто может так читать?
Выкладываться каждый раз так?
Действуй,продвигайся,действуй,продвигайся(2 раза)

(После лет напряженных исследований мировыми ведущими музыкальными знатоками,
мы в музыкальном институте изобрели аудио систему оружия.
Передвижение музыкального звука в пространстве использовалось для точной аттаки
и уничтожения клетчатой структуры человеческого тела,вопрос должен быть поставлен.)

Припев: (2x)

(Когда это началось)
Мне было нечего сказать.
Я потерялся в ничто, которое было внутри меня.
(Я запутался)
Я поделился тем, что у меня накопилось в душе, и узнал,
Что не у одного меня такие мысли.
(Внутри меня)
Слова принесли осознание пустоты...
Неужели единственное, что я ещё могу чувствовать,
(это что мне нечего терять)?
Я просто застрял, в пустоте и одиночестве...
И это моя ошибка, я сам во всём виноват.

Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать то,
Что мне всегда казалось ненастоящим.
Я хочу отпустить боль, которую чувствовал так долго.
Я хочу навсегда отпустить эту боль.
Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать,
Что я близок к чему-то настоящему.
Я хочу найти что-то, чего я всегда хотел -
Там, где моё место.

И мне нечего сказать.
Я не могу поверить, что я не падал лицом вниз
(Я был запутан)
Я всюду искал лишь для того, чтобы понять,
Что всё совсем не так, как я себе это представлял.
Так кто я?
Есть ли во мне этот негатив?
Потому что я не умею оправдываться, когда все на меня смотрят
(Мне нечего терять)
Но в выигрыше я тоже не буду - на душе пусто и одиноко...
И это моя ошибка, я сам во всём виноват.

Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать то,
Что мне всегда казалось ненастоящим.
Я хочу отпустить боль, которую чувствовал так долго.
Я хочу навсегда отпустить эту боль.
Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать,
Что я близок к чему-то настоящему.
Я хочу найти что-то, чего я всегда хотел -
Там, где моё место.

Я никогда не узнаю
Себя, пока не сделаю это сам.
И я никогда
Ничего не почувствовую, пока мои раны не заживут.
Я никогда не сделаю ничего,
Пока не покончу со "старым" собой.
Я убегу
И найду себя сегодня.

Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать то,
Что мне всегда казалось ненастоящим.
Я хочу отпустить боль, которую чувствовал так долго.
Я хочу навсегда отпустить эту боль.
Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать,
Что я близок к чему-то настоящему.
Я хочу найти что-то, чего я всегда хотел -
Там, где моё место.

Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать то,
я хочу почувствовать, что я там, где моё место...

Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать то,
я хочу почувствовать, что я там, где моё место...

Там, где моё место...

I didn't think that I had a debt to pay
'Til they came to take what I had left away
You said you wouldn't put me to the test today
But I remember you saying that yesterday

There was a time when your mind wasn't out of control
Every memory and confession born out of your soul
Like a pill you couldn't swallow so it swallowed you whole
Another lie hard to follow, it followed you home

And like that
Broken down
A victim of your plight

Fire so out of control
Every memory and confession born out of your soul

And like that
Broken down
A victim of you lies

You hide behind
Lies
You don't know
Why
You crossed the line
Wrapped up inside your
Lies
You hide behind
Lies
You're lost inside that cold disguise
Behind your lies

I don't know what I thought I might say
Seems like we never would talk the right way
Every other minute I fought for my place
And drop what I made thought you might say so

I'm guessing that you probably know
When your inside's hollow and you want to be cold
Like a pill hard to swallow so it swallowed you whole
Another lie hard to follow, it followed you home

And like that
Broken down
A victim of your lies

You hide behind
Lies
You don't know
Why
You crossed the line
Wrapped inside your lies
You hide behind
Lies
You're lost inside that cold disguise
Behind your lies

You're faking, you're mistaken
If you think that you could climb out of this hole
Forsaken, what would take me?
Analyzing by the power of your soul

Broken down, a victim of your
Faking, your mistaken
If you think that you could climb out of this hole
Broken down, a victim of your lies

You hide behind
Lies
You don't know
Why
You hide behind
Lies
You don't know
Why
You hide behind
Lies
You don't know
Why
You hide behind
Wrapped up inside your lies

You hide behind
Lies
You don't know
Why
You crossed the line
Wrapped up inside your
Lies
You hide behind
Lies
You're lost inside that cold disguise
Behind your lies

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[V1]
You hid your skeletons when I had shown you mine
You woke the devil that I thought you'd left behind
I saw the evidence/The crimson soaking through
Ten thousand promises/Ten thousand ways to lose

[Chorus]
And you held it all
But you were careless
To let it fall
You held it all
And I was by your side
Powerless...

[V2]
I watched you fall apart and chased you to the end
I'm left with emptiness that words cannot defend
You'll never know what I became because of you
Ten thousand promises/Ten thousand ways to lose

[Chorus] x2
And you held it all
But you were careless
To let it fall
You held it all
And I was by your side
Powerless...
Powerless...
Powerless...

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay

I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay

What I've Done (То Что Я Сделал)

В этом прощании
Не будет крови,
Но не будет и никаких отговорок.
Потому что мне стыдно перед правдой
За тысячу обманов.
Да снизойдет высшая милость
И унесет прочь

То, что я сделал!
Я поставлю себе цель:
Зачеркнуть себя прежнего,
Стереть себя,
И освободиться от всего, что я сделал!

Навсегда уйдет в прошлое
То, что вы думали обо мне.
Я сотру печать старых ошибок
Неуверенными руками.
И да снизойдет высшая милость
И унесет прочь

То, что я сделал!
Я поставлю себе цель:
Зачеркнуть себя прежнего,
Стереть себя,
И освободиться от всего, что я сделал!

От всего, что я сделал.
Я начну с чистого листа!
И какую бы боль я ни испытывал,
Сегодня это уже закончилось!
Я прощаю себе все, что я сделал!

Я поставлю себе цель:
Зачеркнуть себя прежнего,
Стереть себя,
И освободиться от всего, что я сделал!
Прощаю себе все, что я сделал!
Прощаю все, что я сделал!

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

Nah, you don’t know me
I break through the clouds and the fire below me
You cannot catch me, cannot hold me
You cannot stop much less control me

When it rains it pours
When the flood gates open, erase the shores
At best you don’t care when it breaks your door
It takes all you can take, better take some more

Cause I know what it’s like to test fate
Have my shoulders pressed with that weight
Still I stood strong in spite of that hate

The night gets darkest right before dawn
What don’t kill you makes you more strong
What I’ve been waiting for so long

The nights go on
Waiting for a light that never comes
I chase the sun
Waiting for a light that never comes
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting for a light that never comes

When I was young, they told me, they said
We’ll make your day, you’ll lie in our bed
Take care, hold these reins but instead
Then comes that day it’s off with his head

The night gets darkest right before dawn
What don’t kill you makes you more strong
You’ll have my mercy, then when you’re gone

The nights go on
Waiting for a light that never comes
I chase the sun
Waiting for a light that never comes
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting a the light that never comes

I told them that you don’t know me
I break through the clouds and the fire below me
You cannot catch me, cannot hold me
You cannot stop much less control me

When it rains it pours
When the flood gates open, erase the shores
At best you don’t care that it breaks some doors
Say it’s all you can take, better take some more

Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting for a light that never comes

The nights go on
Waiting for a light that never comes
I chase the sun
Waiting for a light that never comes
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting for a light that never comes

I cannot deal... again

I don't want to show my face to the world today
It's like two different people live inside of me
And you're so perfect

You left me living inside of this hole
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I'm living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your life
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I don't want to have to beg for another way
All I ever really wanted was a chance to say
That you're not perfect

You left me living inside of this hole
I'm tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your live
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I don't wanna show my face, show my face...

You left me living inside of this soul
I, tearing away from my soul
I, feel myself losing control
I, living for nothing

What would it be like to live a day in your life
I want to know
Living for nothing
I cannot deal with the way that I feel inside
I've got to know
Living for nothing

I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
You left me all alone
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
And I think for nothing
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
You left me all alone
I cannot deal [I cannot deal]
And I live for nothing

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Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It’s like I’m paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I’ve got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can’t add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

Chorus (2x)

The face inside is right beneath your skin (3x)

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me (Repeat until end)

Chorus (Repeat until end)

На англ.:
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me.
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory
clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight, but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory
clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret, and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory
clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

На рус.:
Я помнил черные небеса / молния все вокруг меня
Я помнил каждую вспышку / Поскольку время начало исчезать
Как потрясающий знак / Что судьба наконец нашла меня
И Ваш голос был всем, что я услышал / Что я получаю то, чего
я заслуживаю

Так приведите мне причину
Доказать меня неправильно
Вымыть эту чистую память
Позвольте кресту мыслей
Расстояние в Ваших глазах
Приведите мне причину
Заполнить это отверстие
Соедините место между
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Не было ничего внутри / воспоминания, оставленные
оставленными
Там нигде не должен был скрыться / пепел упал как снег
И основание оседало / Между тем, где мы стояли
И Ваш голос был всем, что я услышал / Что я получаю то, чего
я заслуживаю

Так приведите мне причину
Доказать меня неправильно
Вымыть эту чистую память
Позвольте кресту мыслей
Расстояние в Ваших глазах
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И каждая потеря и каждая ложь
И каждая правда, в которой Вы отрицаете
И каждое сожаление и каждый до свидания
Была ошибка, слишком большая, чтобы скрыться

И Ваш голос был всем, что я услышал
Но я получаю то, чего я заслуживаю

Так приведите мне причину
Доказать меня неправильно
Вымыть эту чистую память
Позвольте кресту мыслей
Расстояние в Ваших глазах
Приведите мне причину
Заполнить это отверстие
Соедините место между
Позвольте этому заполняться, чтобы достигнуть правды и лжи
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Skin to bone, steel to rust
Ash to ashes dust to dust
Will tomorrow have it's way
with the promises we made
Skin to Bone, steel to rust.

Ash to ashes, dust to dust
Your deception, my disgust
When your name is finally drawn,
I'll be happy that you're gone
Ash to ashes, dust to dust.

Chorus:
(aaah) Ash to ashes, dust to dust
(aaah) Skin to bone and steel to rust

Right to left, left to right
Night to day and day to night
As the starlight fades to gray,
I'll be watching far away
Right to left and left to right

Chorus:
(aaah) Ash to ashes, dust to dust
(aaah) Skin to bone and steel to rust

Will tomorrow have it's way?
Will the darkness, it betray?
Skin to bone and steel to rust (x3)

Yeah,
i am not a pattern to be followed
the pill that i'm on
is a tough one to swallow
i'm not a criminal
not a robano
not a born leader
i'm a tough act to follow

i am not a fortunate of fame
in the same verse i'm telling you to forfeit the game
i came in the ring like a dog on a chain
and i found out the underbelly is sicker than it seems
and its seems ugly, but it can get worse,
cos' even the blueprint is a gift and a curse
cos' once you have the theory of how the thing works
everybody wants the next thing to be just like the first

i'm not a robot
i'm not a monkey
i will not dance even if the beat's funky
opposite of lazy, far from a parkyard
stop talking, everyones gonna have to catch up mother fucker

and all the people say
aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

trying to catch up mother fucker

aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

mum said money changes situations
big said it increases the complication
kane said don't stab, i ain't the one
chuck said that doozie weigh a mother fucking tonne
and i'm just a student of the game that they taught
rocking every stage and every place that they brought me
i'm often underrated
and also corrected

and so this second i'm gonna save it for the record
i am the opposite of wack
opposite of weak
opposite of slack
standing in the heat

standing in a crack

closest to a beat, far from a front yard
stop talking, everyones gonna have to catch up mother fucker
and all the people say
aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

trying to catch up mother fucker

aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

oh when they come for me
come for me
i'll be gone

oh when they come for me
come for me
i'll be gone

oh when they come for me
come for me
i'll be gone

and all the people say
aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

trying to catch up mother fucker

aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

and all the people say
aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

trying to catch up mother fucker

aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah

hey hey hey hey

hey hey hey hey

hey hey hey hey

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts

Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care (2x)

There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can’t defend
The rain then sends dripping acidic questions
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes tightly shut
Looking thought the rust and rotten dust
A spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and it’s dark again

Chorus

Bridge:
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Moving all around
Screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps
Past the Street lamps, chain-link, and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn
Floats on down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again

Chorus (2x)

Bridge

Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you that
I see it right through you (7x)

Bridge (2x)
................................................
С головы до ног,
С ног до головы… Я останавливаюсь.
По сути, я потерялся
Среди собственных мыслей.

Вызванная из глубин подсознания,
Эта сцена преследует меня.
Я не могу избавиться от этого воспоминания,
Почему оно так меня волнует? (2 раза)

Представьте себе кромешную темноту, которая кажется бесконечной.
Небеса разверзаются, ужасая всё беззащитное,
И дождь посылает вопросы в виде кислотных капель.
Безгранична власть внушения,
Когда, крепко зажмурившись,
Сквозь ржавчину и многовековую пыль,
Ты видишь, как лучик света скользит по полу,
Преображая изуродованный мир притворства.
А затем глаза открываются, и вокруг снова темнота…

Припев:

Переход:
Ты будешь помнить меня
С огоньком в глазах.
Тьма не выпустит меня из своего плена,
Пока не взойдёт солнце.

Движение по кругу,
Резкая смена взлётов и падений.
Загрязнение воплощается в бесконечном шуме.
Колёса крутятся, заход солнца медленно ползёт
Мимо уличных фонарей и ограждений по асфальту.
Маленький листок бумаги, на котором что-то нарисовано,
Плывёт над улицей, несомый ветром.
Сейчас моя память напоминает этот листок:
Его смяли, и таким, как раньше, он никогда не будет.

Припев: 2 раза.

Переход.

Ты поймала меня с поличным
И воспоминания вернулись.
Я говорю тебе,
Что вижу тебя насквозь (7 раз).

Переход: 2 раза.

Runaway

Graffiti decorations
Underneath a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learned were never true

Now I find myself in question
[They point the finger at me again]
Guilty by association
[You point the finger at me again]

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true

I wanna run away
Never say good-bye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Gonna run away

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won’t last

You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life
My pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
You live what you learn
You have to act like you're someone
You live what you learn
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what you learn
You want to share what you've been through
You live what you learn

You love the things I say I'll do
The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
You live what you learn
You have to act like you're someone
You live what you learn
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what you learn
You want to share what you've been through
You live what you learn

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won’t last

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won’t last

You like to think you're never wrong
You live what you learn
You have to act like you're someone
You live what you learn
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what you learn
You want to share what you've been through
You live what you learn

You like to think you're never wrong
Forfeit the game
You live what you learn
You have to act like you're someone
Forfeit the game
You live what you learn
You want someone to hurt like you
Forfeit the game
You live what you learn
You want to share what you've been through
You live what you learn

In this desert
In darkness
Lying with the gun across his chest
Pretending
He's heartless
As the fire flashes in the sky
He was fragile
And frozen
When the bullet took away his friend
And now he's somehow
More broken

He's pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
He's pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line

Sweating
And shaking
Lying with her hands across her chest
She wakes with
Her cravings
As the fire flashes in her eye
She was fragile
And frozen
When the needle took away her friend
And now she's somehow
More broken

She's pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
She's pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line

With every battle he's chosing
With every fight he's losing
His enemy's not far behind
With every promise she's broken
With every lie she's spoken
Her enemy's not far behind

It's your time
It's your time
It's your time
It's - your - TIME!

He's pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
He's pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line

She's pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
She's pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line

With every battle he's chosing
With every fight he's losing
His enemy's not far behind
With every promise she's broken
With every lie she's spoken
Her enemy's not far behind

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in there arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

(Multiple Voices)
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,

let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failiures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Where should I start
Disjointed heart
I’ve got no commitment
To my own flesh and blood
Left all alone
Far from my home
No one to hear me, to heal my I'll heart, I
Keep it locked up inside
Cannot express
To the point I’ve regressed
If anger’s a gift, then I guess I’ve been blessed, I
Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies
It’s too late to love me now
You helped me to show me
It’s too late to love me now
You don't even know me
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Spit drips from the jaw of the witless witness
Cryptic colloquialism shifts your midriff
Dark all I do embark the shadows
Involved with my thought catalog, analogue, rap catalog
Keep my distance, and fear resistance, hurt by persistance
The twisted web of tangled lies
Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste
And I'm forced to face these hate crimes
Against the state of being
Feeling the weight-less-ness pressed between the ceiling
Reeling around room
Riding a bubble of sound proof
It's the frequency making you
Sha-Shake with every boom
Involuntary muscle contraction
Ignoring and drinking musical gas fueled euphoria
The sound pounds to make the dead flush
To have you a head rush with red thoughts and said stuff

Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

So I, I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie

You promise me the sky
Then toss me like a stone
You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith

All I've got's what you didn't take

So I, I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie

There's truth in your lies
And doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
There's truth in your lies
And doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

So I, I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
Your regrets
Don't lie

I use the dead would to make the fire rise
The blood of innocence burning in the skies
I filled my cup with the rising of the sea
And poured it out in an ocean of debris

I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve

I held my breath as clouds began to form
But you were lost in the beating of the storm
But in the end we were meant to be apart
In separate chambers of the human heart

I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve

It's in the blackened bones
Of bridges I have burned

So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve

I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve

The blame is mine alone
For bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve

What I don't deserve
What I don't deserve
What I don't deserve

Here's the dead wood to make the fire rise
The blood of innocence burning in the skies
____________________

Полыхая в небесах

Я жег костры только в вымерших лесах,
А кровь невинных полыхала в небесах...
Наполнил чашу мне прилив морской воды
Её я вылил в океан сплошной грязи.
О-ооо

Я плаваю в дыму
Мостов, что вечно жгу.
Себя не обвиняй,
Не заслужил я этого,
Потерял я всё.

Мы затаили дух как рухнул небосвод,
Но ты пропала, поглотил тебя тот шторм.
Он разлучил нас, но всё это не конец
Мы будто камеры внутри наших сердец.
Но-оооо

Я плаваю в дыму
Мостов, что вечно жгу.
Себя не обвиняй,
Не заслужил я этого

В обугленных косях
Мостов, сожжёных в прах
Не говори прости,
Я этого не заслужил
Я не заслужил

Во всём моя вина,
Мосты спалил все я!
Себя не обвиняй,
Не заслужил я этого,
Потерял я всё.

Я жег костры только в вымерших лесах,
А кровь невинных полыхала в небесах...

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

[Chorus]
For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

Memories consume Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
[Unless I try to start again]

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
’Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
’Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

I’ll paint it on the walls
’Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

I shiver and shake the warm air cold
I'm alone on my own
In every mistake I dig this hole
Through my skin and bones

It's harder starting over
Than never to have changed

With Blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I sweat through the sheet as daylight fades
As I waste away
It traps me inside mistakes I've made
That's the price I pay

It's harder starting over
Than never to have changed

With Blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I drop to the floor like I did before
Stop watching / I'm coughing / I can't be more
What I want and what I need are at constant war
Like a well full of poison / a rotten core
The blood goes thin / the fever stings
And I shake from the hell that the habits bring
Let the sick ones down / the bells will ring
Put pennies on the eyes / let the dead men sing

Blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I'm getting back what I gave
I'm getting back what I gave..

Негодяи и короли

"Иногда приходит время, когда действия государственной машины
становятся настолько гнусными, вызывают такое отвращение,
что ты не можешь больше участвовать в этом. Не можешь даже опосредованно принимать участие, и должен броситься телом под ее шестеренки,
колеса, рычаги, под весь этот механизм,
и ты должен остановить его. Ты должен показать людям,
что управляют и владеют им, что до тех пор, пока ты не обрел свободу,
ты не допустишь никаких действий со стороны этого механизма"

- Марио Савио*

Чтобы спасти репутацию, как низко вы готовы пасть?
Много играете словами, но до сих пор не знаете,
Помехи на пути заставляют нас всех сказать "эй!"
Люди сверху давят нижних,
Поклонись
И каждому слову подчинись,
Стойте ровно, если вы не поняли,
Хочешь взять то, что принадлежит мне?
Не будь абсурден,
Не борись с властью,
Никто не пострадает,
Если ты еще не понял, на что я намекаю
Нет дер*ма, которым мы не управляем, когда стволы не стреляют,
И никто не двинется с места, пока мои люди не скажут,
Все выходит из-под контроля,
А теперь, все, поперли!

Стальной разряд, последний удар,
Мы, животные, берем все под контроль,
Услышьте нас, ясно и четко:
"Негодяи и короли, мы за вами пришли"

Продолжайте шагать в ногу. Как медленно вы сможете идти?
Говорите много дерьма и все еще не знаете,
Огонь на поражение заставит вас всех крикнуть "эй!"
Люди сверху и люди снизу,
Пригнитесь!
И я управляю этим,
Острие атаки как раз там, где нахожусь я,
Где-то между будет кик и хай-хэт*,
Перо и контракт,
Подача и контакт,
Так возьмем с боем, я дам им знать,
Нет дерьма, которое они могут сказать,
Чтобы заставить меня отступать, нет
Так нажми на кнопку, пусть все взлетит на воздух,
Выкрутить все гайки контроля,
А теперь, все, поперли!

Стальной разряд, последний удар,
Мы, животные, захватываем контроль,
Услышьте нас, ясно и чётко:
"Негодяи и короли, мы за вами пришли"
Стальной разряд, огненный град,
Грязные животные бьют наповал,
Кожа и кости, все в синяках,
Больше не будет вам солнца

От фронта до последних сомкнув ряды,
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речь американского политического активиста Марио Савио, известного борца за права людей, с которой он выступил 2.12.1964 года. В песне отражена суть его речи (Прим.ред.)

Кик и хай-хэт - части ударной установки. Дословно: кик - удар, хай-хэт - захват. Метафоричное сравнение военных действий и игры на инструментах. (Прим.ред.)

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Coming at ya..

Yo peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind That]
We’re just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that/so I suppose that
It gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[It goes]

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody’s listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don’t want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody’s listening

I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
[But hate everyone else’s more]
I’m riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it’s better
I can’t keep myself together
Because of all this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like you

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody’s listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don’t want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody’s listening

I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill struggle/blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear

Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill struggle/blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear
Heart full of pain..

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody’s listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don’t want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody’s listening

I’ve got Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Nobody’s listening
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Nobody’s listening
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nobody’s listening
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Nobody’s listening

[Coming at you]

A fire needs a space to burn
A breath to build a glow
I've heard it said a thousand times
But now I know

That you don't know what you've got
Oh you don't know what you've got
No you don't know what you've got
Until it's gone

I thought I kept you safe and sound
I thought I made you strong
But something made me realize
That I was wrong

'Cause finding what you got sometimes
Is finding it alone
And I can finally see your light
When I let go

'Cause you don't know what you've got
Until it's gone
'Til it's gone...

'Cause you don't know what you've got
Oh you don't know what you've got
No you don't know what you've got
It's your battle to be fought
No you don't know what you've got
'Til it's gone

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Shinoda:
(yeah) (yo)
You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no.
I followed, so taken
so conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow, then sickness
then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow, so vicious
so afraid I couldn't let myself see
That I could never be held
Back up, no, I'll hold myself.
Check the rep, yep you know my rail
Forget the rest let them know my hell
Damn, I'm back yep, my stories sell,
Kept respect up the vets stay their,
Let the rest be to tell they tale
That I was there saying…

(Chorus)
Chester:
And these promises broken
deep, below
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go.

Shinoda:
Test my will, test my heart
Let me tell you how the odds gonna stack up
Y'all go hard, I go smart
How's it working out for y'all in the back, huh?
I've seen that frustration
big cross, their lost but don't know
And I've come back unshaken
Let down, I've lived and let go
So you can let it be known
I don't hold back, I hold my own
I can't be mad, I can't be calm
I can't sing flat, it aint my tone
I can't fall back, I came too far
Hold myself up and love my scars
Let the bells ring wherever they are
Cause I was there saying...

(Chorus)
Chester:
And these promises broken
deep, below
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you go!!!
Go, go, go.

Shinoda:
No, you can tell 'em all now
I don't back up, I don't back down
I don't fold up, and I don't bow
I don't roll over, don't know how
I don't care where the enemies are
Can't be stopped, all I know: Go Hard!
Won't forget how I got this far
And every time, saying…

(Chorus)
Chester:
And these promises broken
deep, below
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go. (Go, go, go)

No regret for the confidence betrayed
No more hiding in shadow
'Cause I won't wait
For the debt to be repaid
Time has come for you

Victimized! Victimized!
Never again! Victimized!
Victimized! Victimized!
Never again! Victimized

They're acting like they want a riot/It's a riot I'll give 'em
As a siren climbs higher on this violent rythm
Threw your snakes in the grass/Supplyin' the venom
I ain't scared of your teeth/I admire what's in 'em
You've been waiting in the shadows/And thinkin' you're hidden
But the truth is you will have a stumble to get 'em
Lauryn already hit 'em/And you've gotta be kiddin'
Wanna talk about a victim?/I'ma put you there with 'em

Victimized! Victimized!
Never again! Victimized!
Victimized! Victimized!
Never again! Victimized

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I don’t know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

Trying not to break
But I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you

I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
’Cause I swear/for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you, you, yo

Негодяи и короли

"There's a time when the operation of the machine
becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart,
that you can't take part. You can't even passively
take part, and you've got to put your bodies upon the gears
and upon the wheels, upon the levers, upon all the apparatus,
and you've got to make it stop. And you've got to indicate to the people
who run it, to the people who own it, that unless you're free,
the machine will be prevented from working at all"

- Mario Savio*

To save face how low can you go?
Talk a lot of game but yet you don't know,
Static on the way make us all say whoa,
The people up top push the people down low,
Get down
And obey every word,
Steady getting mine if you haven't yet heard,
Wanna take what I got,
Don't be absurd
Don't fight the power,
Nobody gets hurt
If you haven't heard yet then I'm letting you know
There ain't shit we don't run when the guns unload
And no one make a move unless my people say so,
Got everything outta control,
Now everybody go

Steel unload final blow,
We the animals take control,
Hear us now clear and true,
Wretches and kings we come for you

So keep pace how slow can you go,
Talk a lot of shit and yet you don't know
Fire on the way make you all say whoa,
The people up top and the people down low,
Get down
And I'm running it like that
The front of the attack is exactly where I'm at,
Somewhere in between,
The kick and the hi hat,
The pen and the contract,
The pitch and the contact
So get with the combat I'm letting 'em know
There ain't shit you can say to make me back down no
So push the button let the whole thing blow,
Spinning everything outta control
Now everybody go

Steel unload final blow,
We the animals take control,
Hear us now clear and true,
Wretches and kings we come for you
Steel unload fire blow
Filthy animals beat them low,
Skin and bone, black and blue
No more this sun shall beat onto you

From the front to the back and the side to side
If you fear what I feel put 'em up real high

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, «Save me now»
You were there impossibly alone

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go
Let it go

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go
Let it go

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
Rap stack got you back in the sub black
Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left's a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody's listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
(Nobody's listening)
Head full of anger, held in my chest
(Nobody's listening)
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
(Nobody's listening)
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
(Nobody's listening)

Scratching Conclusion (Cu-coming at you from every side)

Imma be that nail in your coffin
Saying that I softened
I was ducking down to reload
So you can save your petty explanations
I don’t have the patience
Before you even say it I know
You let your pride or your ego
Talk slick to me, no
That is not the way I get down
And look at how you lose your composure
Now let me show ya
Exactly how the breaking point sounds

I WANT TO SEE YOU CHOKE ON YOUR LIES
SWALLOW UP YOUR GREED
SUFFER ALL ALONE IN YOUR MISERY

What is it you want me to tell ya
I’m not the failure
I would rather live and let be
But you came with the right kind of threat to
Push me to let you
Know you can’t intimidate me
You disrespect me so clearly
Now you better hear me
That is not the way it goes down
You did it to yourself and it’s over
Now let me show ya
Exactly how the breaking point sounds

I WANT TO SEE YOU CHOKE ON YOUR LIES
SWALLOW UP YOUR GREED
SUFFER ALL ALONE IN YOUR MISERY

YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/linkin-park-lyrics/new-divide-lyrics.html }

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

I used the dead woods to make the fire rise
The blood of innocents burning the skies
I filled my cup with the rising of the sea
And pour it out into an ocean of debris

I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve

We held our breath when the clouds began to fall
But you were lost in the beating of the storm
And in the end we were made to be apart
In separate chambers of the human heart

I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve

It's in the black and bolds
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve
What I don't deserve

I'm swimming in the smoke
Of bridges I have burned
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve

The blame is mine alone
For bridges I have burnt
So don't apologize
I'm losing what I don't deserve

I used the dead woods to make the fire rise
The blood of innocents burning the skies

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Nah, you don't know me
Lightning above and a fire below me
You cannot catch me, cannot hold me
You cannot stop much less control me

When it rains it pours
When the floodgates open, brace your shores
The pressure don't care when it breaks your doors
Say it’s all you can take, better take some more

Cause I know what it's like to test fate
Have my shoulders pressed with that weight
Stood up strong in spite of that hate

The night gets darkest right before dawn
What don't kill you makes you more strong
What I've been waiting for it so long

The nights go on
Waiting for a light that never comes
I chase the sun
Waiting for a light that never comes
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting for a light that never comes

When I was young, they told me, they said
Make your bed, you lie in that bed
A king can only reign ‘til instead
There comes that day it's off with his head

Night gets darkest right before dawn
What don't kill you makes you more strong
You'll have my mercy, then when you're gone

The nights go on
Waiting for a light that never comes
I chase the sun
Waiting for a light that never comes
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting a the light that never comes

And I told them: nah you don't know me
Lightning above and a fire below me
You cannot catch me, cannot hold me
You cannot stop much less control me

When it rains it pours
When the floodgates open, brace your shores
The pressure don't care when it breaks your doors
Say it’s all you can take, better take some more

Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting for a light that never comes

The nights go on
Waiting for a light that never comes
I chase the sun
Waiting for a light that never comes
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhh ohhhh
Waiting for a light that never comes

Посланник

Когда ты чувствуешь, что ты одинок,
Отрезан от этого жестокого мира,
Твои инстинкты говорят тебе, что надо бежать.
Слушай свое сердце,
Эти голоса ангела,
Они тебе поют,
Они будут твоим проводником назад домой.

Когда жизнь оставляет нас слепыми,
Любовь сохраняет доброту в нас.
Она сохраняет в нас доброту.

Когда ты достаточно настрадался
И твой дух сломлен,
Ты впадаешь в отчаяние от этой борьбы.
Вспомни, что ты любим
И всегда им будешь...
И эта мелодия приведет тебя обратно домой.

Когда жизнь оставляет нас слепыми,
Любовь сохраняет в нас доброту.

Когда жизнь оставляет нас слепыми,
Любовь сохраняет в нас доброту.

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end you'll soon find
We're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end you'll soon find
We're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see that testing me pushes me away

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end you'll soon find
We're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see that testing me pushes me away

Я лгал тебе,
Ты знаешь, это так привычно мне.
В последний раз
Фальшиво улыбнусь, чтоб только быть с тобой.

Ничто не может быть вечным,
И даже тех, кто никогда не унывает,
Жизнь все равно сломает.
(Кто жертва этой благородной лжи?)
Всему есть предел, и ты скоро поймешь,
Это все не для нас,
И все наши нити жизнь разрывает.
(Но жертва не подозревает)

Зачем я был всегда с тобой?
Зачем играл я эту роль?
Не испытывай меня, верни мне мой покой.
Зачем я был всегда с тобой?
Зачем играл я эту роль?
Не испытывай меня, верни мне мой покой.

Пытался я
Делать все, как лучше для тебя.
В последний раз
Возьму вину я на себя, чтоб быть с тобой.

Ничто не может быть вечным,
И даже тех, кто никогда не унывает,
Жизнь все равно сломает.
(Кто жертва этой благородной лжи?)
Всему есть предел, и ты скоро поймешь,
Это все не для нас,
И все наши нити жизнь разрывает.
(Но жертва не подозревает)

Зачем я был всегда с тобой?
Зачем играл я эту роль?
Не испытывай меня, верни мне мой покой.
Зачем я был всегда с тобой?
Зачем играл я эту роль?
Не испытывай меня, верни мне мой покой.

Это все не для нас,
И я вижу сейчас
Тебя в последний раз.
(Кто жертва этой благородной лжи?)
Это все не для нас,
И я вижу сейчас
Тебя в последний раз.
(Но жертва не подозревает)

Зачем я был всегда с тобой?
Зачем играл я эту роль?
Не испытывай меня, верни мне мой покой.
Зачем я был всегда с тобой?
Зачем играл я эту роль?
Не испытывай меня, верни мне мой покой.

When you were standing in the wake of devastation
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, «Save me now»
You were there impossibly alone

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go
Let it go

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
You build up hope but failure's all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go
Let it go

Tearing me apart with words you wouldn't say
And suddenly tomorrow's a moment washed away
'Cause I don't have a reason and you don't have the time
But we both keep on waiting for something we won't find

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The final masquerade

All I've ever wanted, the secrets that you keep
All you ever wanted, the truth I couldn't speak
'Cause I can't see forgiveness, and you can't see the crime
And we both keep on waiting for what we left behind

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The final masquerade
The final masquerade
Standing at the end of the final masquerade

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade

Standing at the end of the final masquerade

Standing at the end of the final masquerade

The final masquerade

She can't hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguise behind her lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can't sleep at night
All her family asking if she's all right
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well all she's gotta do is stop kidding herself

She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long

I'm too weak to face me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me

When it comes to how to live his life
He can't be told
Says he's got it all under control
Thinks he knows it's not a problem he's stuck with
But in reality, it'd be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can't hold the reigns
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he's got
But can't get off the carousel
Until he makes it stop

He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long

I'm too weak to face me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me

Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and I'll save you
Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and I'll save you
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me

.....

Она не может скрыться независимо от того,
Как старательно она пытается это сделать.
Её секретная маскировка позади её лжи.
И ночью она плачет вопреки своей гордости
С глазами, скрывающими напряжение,
Заглядывающими внутрь её.
Все её друзья знают, почему она не может спать ночью.
Вся её семья спрашивает, в порядке ли она.
Всё, чего она хочет – избавиться от этого ада.
Так что, всё, что она должна сделать –
Прекратить обманывать себя.

Она может только дурачить себя так долго,
Она может только дурачить себя так долго,
Она может только дурачить себя так долго,
Она может только дурачить себя так долго.

[Припев]
Я слишком слаб, чтобы смотреть в лицо себе.
Я никогда не знаю, почему ты убегаешь
Так далеко, далеко от меня.
Я никогда не знаю, почему ты убегаешь
Так далеко, далеко от меня.
Когда возникает вопрос, как прожить его жизнь,
Ему нельзя говорить.
Говорят, он получил всё это от контроля.
Думают, он знает, что это не проблема, в которой он увяз.
Но на самом деле, было бы проблемно бросить
Зависимость, и он не может удерживать контроль.
Боль – хуже, потому что его друзья тоже пытались
Замедлить проблему, которая у него.
Но он не может прекратить пьянство,
Пока не заставит это остановиться.

Он может только дурачить себя так долго,
Он может только дурачить себя так долго,
Он может только дурачить себя так долго,
Он может только дурачить себя так долго.

[Припев]
Я слишком слаб, чтобы смотреть в лицо себе.
Я никогда не знаю, почему ты убегаешь
Так далеко, далеко от меня.
Я никогда не знаю, почему ты убегаешь
Так далеко, далеко от меня.

Попробуй полетать с крыльями, которые я дал тебе.
Попробуй сделать то, во что ты веришь, и я спасу тебя.
Попробуй полетать с крыльями, которые я дал тебе.
Попробуй сделать то, во что ты веришь, и я спасу тебя.

Я никогда не знаю, почему ты убегаешь
Так далеко, далеко от меня.

I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much
out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much
out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

Like shining oil
This night is dripping down
Stars are slipping down, glistening
When I'm trying not to think what I am leaving now
And no deceiving now, it's time you let me know
Let me know

When the lights go out
And we open our eyes
Out there in the silence
I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Let the Sun die out
And another one rise
Climbing through tomorrow
I'll be gone, I'll be gone

The Sun between us is getting thinner now
Into winter now, bitter sweet
And crossed out her eyes, the Sun is setting down
You're forgetting now, it's time to let me go

Let me go

When the lights go out
And we open our eyes
Out there in the silence
I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Let the Sun die out
And another one rise
Climbing through tomorrow
I'll be gone, I'll be gone

And tell them I
Couldn't help myself
And tell them I
Was alone, oh
Tell me I am the only one
And there's nothing left to stop me

When the lights go out
And we open our eyes
Out there in the silence
I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Let the Sun die out
And another one rise
Climbing through tomorrow
I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'll be gone

I break down, fear is sinking in
The cold comes, racing through my skin
Searching for a way to get to you
Through the storm you...

Go, giving up your home
Go, leaving all you've known
You are not alone

With arms up, stretched into the sky
With eyes like, echoes in the night
Hiding from the hell that you've been through
Silent one, you....

Go, giving up your home
Go, leaving all you've known
You are not alone

Go, giving up your home
Go, leaving all you've known
You are not alone

*bridge*

You go, giving up your home
Go, leaving all you've known
You

Go, giving up your home
You are not unknown
You are not alone

You are not unknown
You are not alone

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Tearing me apart with words you wouldn't say,
And suddenly tomorrow's a moment washed away.
'Cause I don't have a reason, and you don't have the time,
But we both keep on waiting for something we won't find.

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday,
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade.
We said it was forever but then it slipped away,
Standing at the end of the final masquerade.

The final masquerade!

All I ever wanted, the secrets that you keep,
All you've ever wanted, the truth I couldn't speak.
'Cause I can't see forgiveness, and you can't see the crime,
And we both keep on waiting for what we left behind.

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday,
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade.
We said it was forever but then it slipped away,
Standing at the end of the final masquerade.

The final masquerade!
The final masquerade!
Standing at the end of the final masquerade!

The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday,
With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade.
We said it was forever but then it slipped away,
Standing at the end of the final masquerade.

Standing at the end of the final masquerade!
Standing at the end of the final masquerade!
The final masquerade!

This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart
Climbed up real high
Now fall down real far

No need for me to stay
The last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell
Twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to, but I can't turn back

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something true
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignore

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be


Я хочу быть другим, я устал от тебя,
Моя вера убита жестокой судьбою.
Я не знаю, чего же ты ждёшь,
Не могу дальше жить так, раздавленный тобою.
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
Обернётся ошибкой каждый новый шаг мой...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
И в каждой секунде, все теперь не так

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

Разве не понимаешь, что душишь меня,
Слишком крепко боясь потерять контроль
Я теряю себя, я другой ,рассыпается мир, созданный с тобою...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
Обернётся ошибкой каждый новый шаг мой...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
И в каждой секунде, все теперь не так

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

А теперь,
Я могу все разорвать
И, поверь,
Ты не чувствуешь боль,
Но ты меня, ее не унеять

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Моя вера убита судьбой
Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Моя вера убита тобой
Моя вера убита тобой

Standin' alone with no direction.
How did I fall so far behind?
Why am I searchin' for perfection?
Knowing it's something I won't find.

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

I run.
Till the silence splits me open.
I run.
Till it puts me under ground,
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one.

When did I loose my sence of purpose?
Can I regain what's lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I let myself down.
In my fear and flaws

I run.
Till the silence splits me open,
I run.
Till it puts me under ground,
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one.
No road left but one.

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

I run.
And the silence splits me open.
I run.
And it puts me under ground.
But there's no regret.
And no roads left to run.

Tell us all again / what you think we should be
What the answers are / what it is we can't see
Tell us all again / how to do what you say
How to fall in line / how there's no other way
But oh, we all know

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame x2

You're guilty all the same!

Show us all again / that our hands are unclean
That we're unprepared / that you have what we need
Show us all again / cause we cannot be saved
Cause the end is near / now there's no other way
And oh, you will know

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame x2

There's no one else to blame
Guilty all the same!

Guilty all the same! x2

You're guilty all the same!

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

[It starts with]
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
[All I know]
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
[It's so unreal]
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
[Watch you go]
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
[I tried so hard]
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me / I'm surprised
It got so [far]
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
[In the end]
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know...

One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though
I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually
be a memory / of a time when I tried

So hard

CHORUS:
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even
though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually
be a memory /
of a time when I
I tried so hard

CHORUS

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

CHORUS

It starts with one
then multiplies ‘til you can taste the sun
And burned by the sky you try to take it from
But if it falls, there’s no place to run
Crumbling down, it’s so unreal
They’re dealing you in to determine your end
And sending you back again, to places you’ve been
And bending your will ‘til it breaks you within
And still they fill their eyes
With the twilight through the skylight
And the highlights on a frame of steel
See the brightness of your likeness
As I write this on a pad with the way I feel
Hear the screaming in my dreaming
As it’s seeming that you've played your part
Like you’re heartless, take apart this
In the darkness but I know that

I've tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I’ve looked down the line
And what’s there is not what ought to be
Held back by the battles they fought for me
Calling me to be part of their property
And now I see that I get no chance, I get no break
Fakes and snakes quickly lead to mistakes
And as the tightrope within slowly starts to thin
I can only hope that they close their eyes
To the twighlight through the skylight
And the highlights on a frame of steel
See the brightness of your likeness
As I write this on a pad to the way I feel
Hear the screaming in my dreaming
As it’s seeming that you've played your part
Like you're heartless, take apart this
In the darkness, but I know that

I've tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I've tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes…
Hybrid
I've been diggin' in crates ever since I was livin' in space
Before the rat race, before monkeys had you in traits
I mastered numerology, big band theology,
performed lobotomies with telekinetic psychology
Invented the mic to so I can start blessin' in
Chin-checkin' kids to make my point like an
impressionist
Many men tried to shake us
But I twist my chords like double helixes to
show ‘em what I'm made of
I buckle knees like leg braces, cast a spell
of instrumentalist on all of you MC's who hate us
So you can try on, leave you without a shoulder to try on
From now to infinite, let icon be bygones
I fire bombs, ghostly notes haunt this
I tried threats, but moved on to a promise
I stomp shit with or without an accomplice
And run the gauntlets with whoever that wants this

Chorus:
High voltage
This is the unforgettable sound
High voltage
Bringin' you up and takin' you down
High voltage
Comin' up from every side
High voltage
Makin' the rhythm and rhyme collide

I've put a kink in the backbones, of clones, with microphones
Never satisfied my rhymes joins
Sprayin' brin' day over what you might say
My blood types crayon, Technicolor type A
On highways write with road rage
Cages a win, cages a tin, that bounce all around
Surround sound
Devourin' the scenes
Subliminal gangrene paintings, over all the same things
Sing songs karaoke copy bullshit

Break bones verbally with sticks and stones tactics
Forth dimension, compact convention
Write rhymes with ease while the track stands at attention
Men to put you away, with the pencil
Pistol, official, sixteen line, a rhyme missile
While you risk your all
I pick out at your flaws
Singin' rah blah, blah, blah you can say you saw

Chorus.

Who's the man, the man in your hand over your land
Rovin' over man's boldin' when he's jammin' your plans ova
I am vice colorists, the most ferocious
When I spy my third eye, it's extremely high voltage
That's why I need ruby corks glasses, cuz when I glance of the chest
Then I might blast the masses
Subliminal translated through piano

Chorus.

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[Intro]
It goes a one...
Two... Three...

[V1]
With the hunger of a lion/The strength of a son
I don't need to sweat it when the competition come
Original style/Like a nailed away drum
So I don't run the track/No, I make the track run
My momma taught me words/My daddy built rockets
I hold 'em both together now/Tell me what I got it's
A pretty small weapon/I can shoot it I can drop it
But/learn to respect it 'cause you clearly can't stop it
Like that...

[V2]
It ain't over
'Cause the sharks on the left side/The snakes on the right
And anything you do/They wanna get a little bite
It really doesn't matter if you're wrong or if you're right
'Cause once they get their teeth in nothing really fights
And razzle me I do it like I got nothin' to lose
And you can run your mouth like you could try to fill my shoes
But steady little soldier/I ain't standin' next to you
I can lay it on the ground before you're even in my view
Like that...

[V3]
Give me the strength of the rising sun
Give me the truth of the words unsung
And when the last bells ring/The poor men sing
Bring me to kingdom come

[V4]
This is something for your people on the block to
Blackout and rock to/Give you what you need
Like "Papa who shot you?"/Seperate the weak from the obsolete
Too meek/I creep hard on impostors
And switch styles on the dime/Quick-witted y'all
Quit trippin' I don't have time for your crying
I grind tough/Sucka, make your mind up
Are you in the firing squad or are you in the line-up?
Bang, bang/Little monkey-man playing
With the big guns only get you slayed
I ain't playin'/I'm just sayin
You ain't got a sliver of a chance
I get ill and ride the rythm while you quiver in your parents
So shake, shake-down/Money, here's the break down
You can play the bank/I'ma play the bank take down
And no mistakes now I'm comin' to getcha
I'm just a Banksy/You're a Brainwash/get the picture?
It's like that...

[V5]
We swim against the rising waves
That crash against the shore
Nobody bends until it breaks
The early morning sings no more
So rest your head
It's time to sleep
And dream of what's in store
Nobody bends until it breaks
And sings again no more
'Cause time has torn the flesh away
The early morning sings no more

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

You fell away
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved
I won’t let it out
I can’t replace
Your screaming face
Feeling the sickness inside

Chorus:
Why won’t you die?
Your blood in mine
Will be fine
Then your body will be mine

So many words
Can’t describe my face
This feeling’s evolved
So soon to great bounds
I can’t relate
to a happy state
Feeling the blood run inside

Chorus

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be!
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?
Keep on trying, I’m not done so easily (I will not die)

Why is everything so fucking hard for me? (I will not die)
Why is everything so fucking hard for me? (I will not die)

Я хочу быть другим, я устал от тебя,
Моя вера убита жестокой судьбою.
Я не знаю, чего же ты ждёшь,
Не могу дальше жить так, раздавленный тобою.
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
Обернётся ошибкой каждый новый шаг мой...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
И в каждой секунде, все теперь не так

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

Разве не понимаешь, что душишь меня,
Слишком крепко боясь потерять контроль
Я теряю себя, я другой ,рассыпается мир, созданный с тобою...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
Обернётся ошибкой каждый новый шаг мой...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
И в каждой секунде, все теперь не так

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

А теперь,
Я могу все разорвать
И, поверь,
Ты не чувствуешь боль,
Но ты меня, ее не унеять

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Моя вера убита судьбой
Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Моя вера убита тобой
Моя вера убита тобой

You say you're not going to fight
Because no one will fight for you
And you think there's not enough love
And no one to give it to
And you're sure you've hurt for so long
You've got nothing left to lose
So you say you're not going to fight
Because no one will fight for you

You say the weight of the world
Has kept you from letting go
And you think compassion's a flaw
And you'll never let it show
And you're sure you've hurt in a way
That no one will ever know

But someday the weight of the world
Will give you strength to go

Hold on, the weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go
So hold on, the weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go
So hold on, the weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go
Just hold, on the weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go

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The cycle repeated
as explosions broke in the sky
all that I needed
was the one thing I couldn't find

And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building this up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

The colors conflicted
as the flames climbed into the clouds
I wanted to fix this / but
couldn't stop from tearing it down

And you were caught at the turn
caught in the burning glow
And I was there at the turn
Waiting to let you know

You told me yes / You held me high
And I believed when you told that lie
I played that soldier / You played king
And struck me down when I kissed that ring
You lost that right / to hold that crown
I built you up but you let me down
so when you fall / I'll take my turn
and fan the flames as your blazes burn

Lightweights steppin' aside when we come in
Feel it in your chest, the syllables get pumping
People on the street then panic and start running
Words on loose leaf sheet, complete coming
I jump in my mind, I summon the rhyme I'm dumping
Healing the blind, I promise to let the sun in
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drumming
Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping
Fuck that, I wanna see some fists pumping
List something, take back what's yours
Say something that you know they might attack you for
'Cause I'm sick of being treated like I had before
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for
Like this war's really just a different brand of war
Like it doesn't cater to rich and abandon poor
Like they understand you, in the back of their jet
When you can't put gas in your tank, these fuckers
Are laughing their way to the bank, and cashing their check
Asking you to have the passion and have some respect
For a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
In the living room, laughing like, 'What did he say?'

Amen (5x)

In my living room watching it, I am not laughing
'Cause when it gets tense, I know what might happen
The world is cold, the bold men take action
Have to react or get blown into fractions
At 10 years old, it's something to see
Another kid my age drugged under a Jeep
Taken and bound and found later under a tree
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me
Do you see the soldiers that are out today?
They brush the dust from bulletproof vests away
It's ironic, at times like this you'd pray
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday
There's bombs on the buses, bikes, roads
Inside your market, your shops, and your clothes
My dad, he's got a lot of fear, I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine on the back
He hand-wrote a quote inside,
'When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die'
Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
The rest of the world watching at the end of the day
Both scared and angry, like 'What did he say?'

Amen (5х)

With hands held high into the skies above
The ocean opens up to swallow you\

***

Поднимите руки к небу

Сделайте звук погромче: мне есть что вам сказать.
Слабаки расступаются, когда мы появляемся.
Почувствуйте ритм в своей груди, в каждом отдельном слоге.
Те, кто на улице, бросаются в панику и дают дёру.
Я искусно слагаю слова, поток которых фиксирую на листке бумаги.
Я прыгаю с одной мысли на другую, читая в рифму.
Я излечиваю слепых, обещая им солнце,
Да и все мы устали маршировать в темноте под барабанную дробь.
Больше мы ни перед кем не будем ходить на задних лапках.
К чёрту всё! Я хочу увидеть, как ваши руки вздымаются вверх в знак победы.
Загадайте желание, заберите то, что ваше по праву,
Произнесите то, за что (вы уверены) на вас будут нападать.
Я уже сыт прежним ко мне отношением,
Словно я поступаю глупо, отстаивая свои идеи,
Словно на самом деле эта война какая-то особенная,
Словно она не обогащает богачей и не обворовывает нищих,
Словно сидящие за рычагами правления вас понимают,
А когда вам не на что заправиться, эти ублюдки,
Смеясь, направляются в банк, чтобы обналичить чеки,
А вас просят усмирить свои эмоции и проявить уважение
К правителю, который и без того не в силах скрыть своё волнение,
Заикается и мямлит что-то в новостном интервью уже который раз сегодня,
А весь мир, прильнувший в конце рабочего дня к экранам телевизоров,
Смеётся над услышанным: «Что он сказал?»

Аминь (5 раз)

Я тоже сижу в зале перед телевизором и смотрю на всё это, но мне не до с

There’s a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it’s bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go head and sell me out and I’ll lay your shit bare

See how I leave with every piece of you
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do

There’s a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And its bring me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can’t help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart and soul
And you played it
To the beat

Baby I have no story to be told
But I’ve heard one of you
And I’m gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there
It Reminds you of the home we shared

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
I can’t help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart and soul
And you played it
To the beat

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turned my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

We could have had it all
We could have had it all
It all, it all it all,
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart and soul
And you played it
To the beat

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Я хочу быть другим, я устал от тебя,
Моя вера убита жестокой судьбою.
Я не знаю, чего же ты ждёшь,
Не могу дальше жить так, раздавленный тобою.
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
Обернётся ошибкой каждый новый шаг мой...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
И в каждой секунде, все теперь не так

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

Разве не понимаешь, что душишь меня,
Слишком крепко боясь потерять контроль
Я теряю себя, я другой ,рассыпается мир, созданный с тобою...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
Обернётся ошибкой каждый новый шаг мой...
[Слышу в голосе дрожь, да, твой голос дрожит...]
И в каждой секунде, все теперь не так

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

А теперь,
Я могу все разорвать
И, поверь,
Ты не чувствуешь боль,
Но ты меня, ее не унеять

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Я теперь другой, лишь с тобой молчу;
Я теперь хочу, чтоб твой пыл остыл,
И моя мечта - стать тем, кем я был...

Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Моя вера убита судьбой
Я теперь так слаб, жить я не хочу...
Моя вера убита тобой
Моя вера убита тобой

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water grey
through the windows
up the stairs
chilling rain
like an ocean
everywhere

don't want to reach for me do you
i mean nothing to you
the little things give you away
and now there will be no mistaking
the levees are breaking

all you've ever wanted
was someone to truly look up to you
and six feet / underwater
i do

hope decays
generations disappear
washed away
as a nation simply stares

all you've ever wanted
was someone to truly look up to you
and six feet / underwater
i do
all you've ever wanted
was someone to truly look up to you
and six feet / underground now
i do

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static, and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

It's true
The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

Pre-chorus

Chorus (2x)

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we’ve come
I can’t wait to see tomorrow
With you

Chorus (3x)

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow / Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow / Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / Just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take

But I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Я устал быть тем, кем ты хочешь, чтобы я был,
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Я утратил веру и чувствую себя потерянным.
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Я не знаю, чего ты от меня ожидаешь,
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Ты подавляешь меня.
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(Я попал в ловушку, я попал в ловушку).
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Каждый шаг, который я делаю – для тебя очередная ошибка.
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(Я попал в ловушку, я попал в ловушку).

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Я так оцепенел, что больше не чувствую, что ты здесь.
I've become so tired so much more aware
Я так устал, я стал понимать гораздо больше.
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Я становлюсь таким. Всё, чего я хочу –
Is be more like me and be less like you
Быть больше похожим на себя и меньше – на тебя.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Неужели ты не видишь, что ты меня душишь,
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Слишком крепко держа меня, боясь потерять контроль,
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Так как всё то, каким ты хотела бы, чтобы я стал,
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Рассыпалось прямо у тебя на глазах.
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(Я попал в ловушку, я попал в ловушку).
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Каждый шаг, который я делаю – для тебя очередная ошибка.
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
(Я попал в ловушку, я попал в ловушку).
And every second I waste is more than I can take
И каждая секунда, которую я зря трачу, гораздо больше, чем я могу себе позволить.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Я так оцепенел, что больше не чувствую, что ты здесь.
I've become so tired so much more aware
Я так устал, я стал понимать гораздо больше.
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Я становлюсь таким. Всё, чего я хочу –
Is be more like me and be less like you
Быть больше похожим на себя и меньше – на тебя.

And I know
И я знаю,
I may end up failing too
Что могу стать конченым неудачником.
But I know
Но я также знаю,
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
Что ты тоже была, как и я, для кого-то разочарованием.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Я так оцепенел, что больше не чувствую, что ты здесь.
I've become so tired so much more aware
Я так устал, я стал понимать гораздо больше.
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Я становлюсь таким. Всё, чего я хочу –
Is be more like me and be less like you
Быть больше похожим на себя и меньше – на тебя.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Я так оцепенел, что больше не чувствую, что ты здесь.
[I'm tired of being what you want me to be]
[Я устал быть тем, кем ты хочешь, чтобы я был].
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Я так оцепенел, что больше не чувствую, что ты здесь.
[I'm tired of being what you want me to be]
[Я устал быть тем, кем ты хочешь, чтобы я был].

What you think we should be
What the answers are
What it is we can't see
Tell us all again
How to do what you say
How to fall in line
How there's no other way
But oh, we all know

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same

Show us all again
That our hands are unclean
That we're unprepared
That you have what we need
Show us all again
'Cause we cannot be saved
Cause the end is near
Now there's no other way
And oh, you will know

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

There's no one else to blame
Guilty all the same

Guilty all the same
You're guilty all the same

[Rakim]

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

Guilty all the same
Guilty all the same
Guilty all the same

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[Verse 1]
I'ma be that nail in your coffin
Sayin' that I soften
I was duckin' down to reload
So you can save your petty explanations
I don't have the patience
Before you even say it I know
You let your pride and your ego
Talk slick to me no
That is not the way I get down
And look at how you lose your composure
Now let me show ya/Exactly how the breaking point sound

[Chorus]
I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your pride
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your pride
Suffer all alone in your misery

[Verse 2]
What is it you want me to tell ya?
I am not the failure
I would rather live and let be
But you can't make the right kinda threat to
Push me to let you/No you can't intimidate me
Disrespect me so clearly/Now you better hear me
That is not the way it goes down
You did it to yourself and it's over
Now let me show ya/Exactly how the breaking point sound

[Chorus] x2
I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your pride
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your pride
Suffer all alone in your misery

[Bridge]
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself
You did it to yourself!
You did it to yourself!
You did it to yourself!
You did it to yourself!

[Chorus]
I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your pride
Suffer all alone in your misery
Choke on your lies
Swallow up your pride
Suffer all alone in your misery

You were that / foundation
Never gonna be another one no
I followed / so taken
So conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow / then sickness
Then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow / so vicious
So afraid I couldn’t let myself see
That I could never be held
Back or up no / I hold myself
Check the rep / yep you know mine well
Forget the rest / let them know my hell
There and back / yet my soul ain’t sell
Kept respect up / the best they fell
Let the rest be the tale they tell
That I was there saying . . .

In these promises broken / deep below
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie / I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go

Test my will / test my heart
Let me tell you how the odds gonna stack up
Ya’ll go hard / I go smart
How’s that working out for y’all in the back, huh?
I’ve seen that frustration
Been crossed and lost and told no
And I’ve come back / unshaken
Let down and lived and let go
So you can let it be known
I don’t hold back I hold my own
I can’t be mapped / I can’t be cloned
I can’t C-flat / it ain’t my tone
I can’t fall back I came too far
Hold myself up and love my scars
Let the bells ring wherever they are
’Cause I was there saying. . .

NO / YOU CAN TELL ’EM ALL NOW
I DON’T BACK UP / I DON’T BACK DOWN
I DON’T FOLD UP AND I DON’T BOW
I DON’T ROLL OVER / DON’T KNOW HOW
I DON’T CARE WHERE THE ENEMIES ARE
CAN’T BE STOPPED / ALL I KNOW / GO HARD
WON’T FORGET HOW I GOT THIS FAR
FOR EVERY TIME SAYING

In these promises broken / deep below
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie / I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go

песня с нового благотворительного альбома "Music For Relief". Песня записана в честь пострадавших в Японии. В записи альбома принимали участие: Linkin park (основатели фонда), Енрике Иглесиас, Pendulum, Elliot Yamin, Hoobastank, B,z и многие другие

Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for paths left alone
'Cause beyond every bend
Is a long blinding end
It's the worst kind of pain
I've known

Give up your heart left broken
And let that mistake pass on
'Cause the love that you lost
Wasn't worth what it cost
And in time you'll be glad it's gone

Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for sights unseen
May your love never end
And if you need a friend
There's a seat here alongside me

I have a dream of a scene between the green hills
Clouds pull away and the sunlight's revealed
People don't talk about keeping it real
It's understood that they actually will
And intoxicated and stimulated emcees
Staring in the trees, paranoid, are gone in the breeze
Watch them flee, hip-hop hits
Take a walk with me and what you'll see
Is a land where the sand is made up of crushed up wax
And the sky beyond you is krylon blue
And everybody speaks in a dialect of rhyme
And emcees have left materialism behind them
Meanwhile I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will, and say what you might
But don't ignore who it's for at the end of the night

[CHORUS]
Because this is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same
And dedicated to the people advancin' the game
What's real is the kids who know that something's wrong
What's real is the kids who think they don't belong
What's real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun

I've seen a lot of shit, I've talked to a bum
Out on sunset strip, he asked me "How would you feel
If everybody acted like you didn't exist
You'd lose your grip, probably eventually flip."
So let it be known, the only reason that we do this
Is so you can pick it up and just bang your head to it
While emcees fight to see who can be the commonest
Be floatin overhead like a space odyssey monolith
Over seeing the game, over being part of the same ol' thing
It's all gonna change in a hurricane of darkness and pain
And acidic rain and promises that you won't do it again
Meanwhile I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will, and say what you might
But don't ignore who it's for at the end of the night

[Chorus]

Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide
Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide

[Chorus]

This is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same
And dedicated to the people advancin' the game
What's real, everybody who doesn't feel safe
What's real, everybody who knows they're out of place
What's real, anybody with nowhere to run
Who hides in the shadows waiting for the sun

i am
little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but i can't help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
i am
what i want you to want
what i want you to feel
but it's like
no matter what i do
i can't convince you
to just believe this is real
so i let go
watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here
cause you're all i got

i am
a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
cause you don't understand
i do what i can
but sometimes i don't make sense
i am
what you never want to say
but i've never had a doubt
it's like no matter what i do
i can't convince you
for once just to hear me out
so i let go
watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here
cause you're all i got

i can't feel
the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
time won't heal
this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored

no
hear me out now
you're gonna listen to me
like it or not
right now

(Unnamed announcer): Folks, we have a very special guest for you tonight.
I’d like to introduce…
Mr. Hahn!
Let’s hear it for the great Mr. Hahn!
And now a lesson in rhythm management.
Let’s begin…
Alright now, wasn’t that fun?
Let’s try something else.

Люди, у нас специальный гость для вас сегодня вечером.
Я хотел бы представить …
Мистер Хан!
Давайте послушаем это для великого Мистера Хана!
И теперь урок в управлении ритмом.
Давайте начинем …
Теперь хорошо, не правда ли весело?
Давайте пробуем что-то еще.

Part of me wonЎЇt go away.
Every day reminded how much I hated it.
Weighted against the consequences,
CanЎЇt live without it so itЎЇs senseless.
Want to cut it out of my soul
and just live with a gaping hole.
Take control of my life
and wash out all the burned tastes.
I made the problems in the first place.
Hang my head low ЎЇcause its part of me.
YouЎЇll hardly see right next to the heart of me.
Heard of me?
The moons soon scar.
Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.
New cuts cover where the old ones are
Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.
and now IЎЇm sick of this.
Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.
I canЎЇt stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity.
Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.
I feel it everyday.
I feel IЎЇm in my way.
I feel it swell up inside,
Swell up inside.
Swallowing me!
(Freedom can be frightening if youЎЇve never felt it)
Once itЎЇs been dealt,
when you feel like youЎЇve been touched by something angelic
and then melted down into a pool of peace.
Cease to be,
the animal you used to be.
Removed the broken parts you know were wrong,
and feel the calm when the problems all gone,
and then you start to see
a little piece of yourself that you canЎЇt let be.
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
take you to the depths at the bottom of the well
and now you know that you can chose to lose the part in your heart
where your insides bruise.
You can live if youЎЇre willing to.
Put a stop to just whatЎЇs killing you.
IЎЇd rather not even be
Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.
than the man thatЎЇs staring in the mirror through me.
Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.

Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.
(Pre-chorus)
Cut myself free
willingly stop just whatЎЇs killing me.
I feel it everyday.
I feel IЎЇm in my way.
I feel it swell up inside,
Swell up inside.
Swallowing me!
Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams violently, silently.
Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams politically.
This part of me won't go away, (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams
A part of me won't go away. (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams
Everywhere I look around I see how everything ought to be.
Every time I see myself there's always something wrong with me.
Everywhere I look around I see how everything ought to be.
And every time I see myself there's always something wrong with me.

I feel it everyday.
I feel IЎЇm in my way.
(Chorus)
I feel it swell up inside,
I feel it swell up inside,
Swell up inside.
Swell up inside.
Swallowing me!
Swallowing me!
I feel it everyday.
I feel it swell up inside,
Swell up inside.
Swallowing me!
I feel IЎЇm in my way.
I feel it swell up inside,
Swell up inside.
Swallowing me!


(Repeat pre-chorus 4x)

(Chorus)

desperately silently.)
desperately silently.)

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

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[V1]
Take me down to the river bend/Take me down where the fighting ends
Wash the poison from off my skin/Show me how to be whole again
Fly me up on a silver wing/Pass the black where the Simons sing
Warm me up in a nova’s glow/And drop me down to the dream below

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m only a crack/In this castle of glass
Hardly anything left/For you to see
For you to see…

[V2]
Bring me home in a blinding dream/Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin/And show me how to be whole again

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m only a crack/In this castle of glass
Hardly anything left/For you to see
For you to see…

[Bridge]
‘Cause I’m only a crack/In this castle of glass
Hardly anything else/I need to be…

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m only a crack/In this castle of glass
Hardly anything left/For you to see
For you to see…

So what ’cha waiting for
Anticipating more
While you debate what it could take to instigate a war
Yeah I been hated more than time I wasn’t hated for
There’s nothing they can fucking say they didn’t say before
But you could never see it
Your battle’s not mine
Wanna skate and play it safe but this is take a shot time
While you’re waiting for a purpose I already got mine
While you tell me step to it like 1, 2, 3, 4

And if I do what you demand
(You say) You’ll let me understand
(You say) You’re gonna hold me to your word
And if I sell myself away
(You say) I’ll have no debt to pay
(You say) I’m gonna get what I deserve

YOUR WORD / OBEYED
MY DEBT / REPAID
OUR TRUST / BETRAYED
ALL FOR NOTHING
ALL FOR NOTHING

Kick back there’s no other way to say it
So let me break this fucker down for ya
I really don’t know ya
You talk but let me show ya where to put your paranoia
You’re joking, I don’t have a half a sucker bone to throw ya
I’m disgusted, wonder what could’ve made ya tuck your tail below ya
And no I’m not your soldier I’m not taking any orders
I’m a five star general, infantry controller
Need a lesson? Let me show ya
Have you checking your composure
While I make you step to it like 1, 2, 3, 4

Слепо

В постели твоей застрял
Один, и мне так противно,
Увидел в твоих словах
Секреты, что хранила.
Видна на твоем лице
Ложь, что глубоко проникла.
Все мало тебе,
Ты все берешь, берешь, берешь... не скажешь

Нет! Должна ты это принять!
Меня вниз тянешь! Меня вниз тянешь!
Нет! Не примешь этого ты!
Меня вниз тянешь
Слепо,
Кровь на глазах...

Сказала, ты ни при чём,
Клялась, что я ошибся.
Что все – не то, что есть,
Совести нет, порвал доверие.
Сбежала с позором ты,
В хаосе своем задушилась.
Все мало тебе,
Ты все берешь, берешь, берешь, берешь,
Ты меня, бл*,
Слушаешь?

НЕТ! Должна ты это принять!
Меня вниз тянешь! Меня вниз тянешь!
Нет! Не примешь этого ты!
Меня вниз тянешь! Меня вниз тянешь!
НЕТ! Должна ты это принять!
Меня вниз тянешь! Меня вниз тянешь!
Нет! Не примешь этого ты!
Меня вниз тянешь
Слепо,
Кровь на глазах ...

Утонув, заполнив светом все,
Мы смотрим из земли, где белые поля.
Всплыв наверх, сквозь ночь нас проведя,
Взгляд в будущее может прошлое менять...

Так спустись к нам сюда,
Мы хотели все собрать, что знаешь ты.
Спустись к нам сюда,
Мы хотели все собрать, чтоб отпустить...

Спустись к нам,
Ооо...

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everwhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

Somewhere I belong

(Когда это началось)
Мне было нечего сказать.
Я потерялся в ничто, которое было внутри меня.
(Я запутался)
Я поделился тем, что у меня накопилось в душе, и узнал,
Что не у одного меня такие мысли.
(Внутри меня)
Слова принесли осознание пустоты...
Неужели единственное, что я ещё могу чувствовать,
(это что мне нечего терять)?
Я просто застрял, в пустоте и одиночестве...
И это моя ошибка, я сам во всём виноват.

Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать то,
Что мне всегда казалось ненастоящим.
Я хочу отпустить боль, которую чувствовал так долго.
Я хочу навсегда отпустить эту боль.
Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать,
Что я близок к чему-то настоящему.
Я хочу найти что-то, чего я всегда хотел -
Там, где моё место.

И мне нечего сказать.
Я не могу поверить, что я не падал лицом вниз
(Я был запутан)
Я всюду искал лишь для того, чтобы понять,
Что всё совсем не так, как я себе это представлял.
Так кто я?
Есть ли во мне этот негатив?
Потому что я не умею оправдываться, когда все на меня смотрят
(Мне нечего терять)
Но в выигрыше я тоже не буду - на душе пусто и одиноко...
И это моя ошибка, я сам во всём виноват.

Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать то,
Что мне всегда казалось ненастоящим.
Я хочу отпустить боль, которую чувствовал так долго.
Я хочу навсегда отпустить эту боль.
Я хочу вылечиться,
Я хочу почувствовать,
Что я близок к чему-то настоящему.
Я хочу найти что-то, чего я всегда хотел -
Там, где моё место.

Я никогда не узнаю
Себя, пока не сделаю это сам.
И я никогда
Ничего не почувствовую, пока мои раны не заживут.
Я никогда не сделаю ничего,
Пока не покончу со "старым" собой.
Я убегу
И найду себя сегодня.

Я хочу

Crawling in my skin

Crawling in my skin
Without a sense of confidence
Consuming, confusing
Crawling in my skin
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface

Crawling in my skin
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control
I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting
How I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

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Shinoda:
(yeah) (yo)
You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no.
I followed, so taken
so conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow, then sickness
then the shock when you flip it on me
So hollow, so vicious
so afraid I couldn't let myself see
That I could never be held
Back up, no, I'll hold myself.
Check the rep, yep you know my rail
Forget the rest let them know my hell
Damn, I'm back yep, my stories sell,
Kept respect up the vets stay their,
Let the rest be to tell they tale
That I was there saying…

(Chorus)
Chester:
And these promises broken
deep, feeble
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go.

Shinoda:
Test my will, test my heart
Let me tell you how the odds gonna stack up
Y'all go hard, I go smart
How's it working out for y'all in the back, huh?
I've seen that frustration
big cross, their lost but don't know
And I've come back unshaken
Let down, I've lived and let go
So you can let it be known
I don't hold back, I hold my own
I can't be mad, I can't be calm
I can't sing flat, it aint my tone
I can't fall back, I came too far
Hold myself up and love my scars
Let the bells ring wherever they are
Cause I was there saying...

(Chorus)
Chester:
And these promises broken
deep, feeble
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you go!!!
Go, go, go.

Shinoda:
No, you can tell 'em all now
I don't back up, I don't back down
I don't fold up, and I don't bow
I don't roll over, don't know how
I don't care where the enemies are
Can't be stopped, all I know: Go Hard!
Won't forget how I got this far
And every time, saying…

(Chorus)
Chester:
And these promises broken
deep, feeble
Each word gets lost in the echo
So one last lie I can see through
This time I finally let you
Go, go, go. (Go, go, go)

WISH
this is the first day of my last days
built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay
the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul
i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell
twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone

i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
this world full of you

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming, confusing,
This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling
I can’t seem
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before,
So insecure

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real,

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me,
Distracting, reacting,
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection,
It’s haunting,
How I can’t seem,
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before,
So insecure...

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real...
Confusing what is real...

Мурашки по коже

Мурашки по коже…
Эти раны никогда не заживут.
От страха я проваливаюсь в бездну
И не могу отличить, что реально, а что – нет.

Что-то внутри меня тянет меня ко дну,
Поглощает меня, путает мои мысли.
Боюсь, я так и не смогу обрести самоконтроль.
Контролируя себя,
Я, кажется,
Не смогу снова найти себя.
Стены давят на меня.
(Я не чувствую в себе уверенности,
Потому что знаю, что давление извне слишком сильное).
Я и раньше чувствовал себя таким –
Таким беззащитным.

Мурашки по коже…
Эти раны никогда не заживут.
От страха я проваливаюсь в бездну
И не могу отличить, что реально, а что – нет.

Мной овладело чувство жуткого дискомфорта,
Оно сбивает меня с толку, контролирует меня.
Вопреки собственной воле я стою рядом со своим отражением,
Оно преследует меня.
Я, кажется,
Не смогу снова найти себя.
Стены давят на меня.
(Я не чувствую в себе уверенности,
Потому что знаю, что давление извне слишком сильное).
Я и раньше чувствовал себя таким –
Таким беззащитным.

Мурашки по коже…
Эти раны никогда не заживут.
От страха я проваливаюсь в бездну
И не могу отличить, что реально, а что – нет.
И не могу отличить, что реально, а что – нет.

Thank you, thank you, thank you, you're far too kind

Now can I get an encore, do you want more
Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy
So for one last time I need y'all to roar

Now what the hell are you waitin for
After me, there shall be no more
So for one last time, nigga make some noise

Get em Jay

Who you know fresher than Hov'? Riddle me that
The rest of y'all know where I'm lyrically at
Can't none of y'all mirror me back
Yeah hearin me rap is like hearin G. Rap in his prime
I'm, young H.O., rap's Grateful Dead
Back to take over the globe, now break bread
I'm in, Boeing jets, Global Express
Out the country but the blueberry still connect
On the low but the yacht got a triple deck
But when you Young, what the fuck you expect? Yep, yep
Grand openin, grand closin
God your man Hov' cracked the can open again
Who you gon' find doper than him with no pen
just draw off inspiration
Soon you gon' see you can't replace him
with cheap imitations for DESE GENERATIONS

Now can I get an encore, do you want more
Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy
So for one last time I need y'all to roar

Now what the hell are you waitin for
After me, there shall be no more
So for one last time, nigga make some noise

What the hell are you waiting for

[sighs] Look what you made me do, look what I made for you
Knew if I paid my dues, how will they pay you
When you first come in the game, they try to play you
Then you drop a couple of hits, look how they wave to you
From Marcy to Madison Square
To the only thing that matters in just a matter of years (yea)
As fate would have it, Jay's status appears
to be at an all-time high, perfect time to say goodbye
When I come back like Jordan, wearin the 4-5
It ain't to play games witchu
It's to aim at you, probably maim you
If I owe you I'm blowin you to smithereeens
Cocksucker take one for your team
And I need you to remember one thing (one thing)
I came, I saw, I conquered
From record sales, to sold out concerts
So muh'fucker if you want this encore
I need you to scream, 'til your lungs get sore

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb
Can I get an encore, do you want more (more...)
I've become so numb
So for one last time I need y'all to roar
One last time I need y'all to roar

vk.com/lpnews

What you think we should be
What the answers are
What it is we can't see
Tell us all again
How to do what you say
How to fall in line
How there's no other way
But oh, we all know

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same

Show us all again
That our hands are unclean
That we're unprepared
That you have what we need
Show us all again
'Cause we cannot be saved
Cause the end is near
Now there's no other way
And oh, you will know

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

There's no one else to blame
Guilty all the same

Guilty all the same
You're guilty all the same

[Rakim]

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

You're guilty all the same
Too sick to be ashamed
You want to point your finger
But there's no one else to blame

Guilty all the same
Guilty all the same
Guilty all the same

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Runaway

Graffiti decorations
Underneath a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learned were never true

Now I find myself in question
[They point the finger at me again]
Guilty by association
[You point the finger at me again]

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true

I wanna run away
Never say good-bye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Gonna run away
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Узоры граффити
Под пыльным небом.
Постоянная волна напряжения
На вершине обманутого доверия.
То, чему ты меня научила,
Оказалось неправдой.

И вот я в центре внимания,
Все снова показывают на меня пальцем –
Виновен по ассоциации.
Ты снова показываешь на меня пальцем.

Я хочу убежать,
Не попрощавшись.
Я хочу знать правду,
А не задавать вопросы.
Я хочу слышать правдивые ответы,
А не ложь.
Я хочу захлопнуть дверь
И открыть свой разум.

Бумажные пакеты и сердитые голоса
Под пыльным небом.
Ещё одна волна напряжения
Накрыла меня с головой.
Всё, что я говорил о решительных действиях,
Было ложью.

И вот я в центре внимания,
Все снова показывают на меня пальцем –
Виновен по ассоциации.
Ты снова показываешь на меня пальцем.

Я хочу убежать,
Не попрощавшись.
Я хочу знать правду,
А не задавать вопросы.
Я хочу слышать правдивые ответы,
А не ложь.
Я хочу захлопнуть дверь
И открыть свой разум.

Я убегу и не скажу "Прощай!"
(убегу, убегу, убегу, убегу)
Я убегу и не стану задавать вопросов
(убегу, убегу, убегу, убегу)

Я убегу и открою свой разум
(убегу, убегу, убегу, убегу)
(убегу, убегу, убегу, убегу)

Я хочу убежать,
Не попрощавшись.
Я хочу знать правду,
А не задавать вопросы.
Я хочу слышать правдивые ответы,
А не ложь.
Я хочу захлопнуть дверь
И открыть свой разум.

Я хочу убежать и открыть свой разум,
Я хочу убежать и открыть свой разум,
Я хочу убежать и открыть свой разум,
Я хочу убежать и открыть свой разум...